can you see me?

it will be 11 years this year that you have passed Papa. I know you are proud of me, i hope. i can't cope with the sadness inside. i need someone to help me to get i want someone with your strength , i need your hope, i need your love, i also need your willingness. please help me i need you. i need someone that knows what im feeling inside. so please come and help i need someone as strong as you. i need someone that is as brave as you are to come and help me.